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ericwinters got a reaction from Harryinny in Austin | gettingbi
Has anybody met up with this guy? I've been trying, but it's very difficult to communicate from my experience.
https://rentmen.eu/gettingbi
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ericwinters got a reaction from jdtjs in *AlexMeatMassager Houston: tall hunk
I'm trying to determine that for myself. 😆
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ericwinters got a reaction from Asterisk in Prettycollegeguy - How NOT to Advertise!
Imagine that ... LOL
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ericwinters got a reaction from + Vegas_Millennial in Prettycollegeguy - How NOT to Advertise!
Imagine that ... LOL
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ericwinters got a reaction from + KensingtonHomo in Is hiring only for wealthier folks?
Lol... and be an HSA eligible expense.
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ericwinters reacted to BlackSheep in I need to share this with someone
About 4 years back I was watching some random award wining LGBT movie. While watching I felt it was kind of ok, not too good not too bad either, I was kind of fwd it a bit here and there ... and when it was around 80% done, one of the guy said a line and I had to pause, this is the line I said many many years ago .... and I started to cry with tears, I never cry ... I didn't cry over divorce and a ton of other things but there was a pain I never knew in my heart and I cried ... there was ton of memories I had never visited buried in a grave yard of years .... afterwards I cried for days, weeks and kid you not for 3-4 months
I realized movie had a lot of overlap with my childhood story. I remember seeing my that friend first time I had a huge crush on, even when I hadn't spoken to him by then, we were probably 5-6 years old, I met him in our local neighborhood where he temp moved in .. and after few days he was in my school and in the same class, after 2 years or so we were in the same neighborhood and our houses were close by. Once I moved near his place we were inseparable. We would go to school together, come home together, eat at either one of our homes lunch and dinner, do home work together, play sports together, everyday starting age 8 till we turned 14. Now I feel he had a huge crush on me as well. He will imitate everything I do, would stare at me occasionally and always show huge affection towards me. I was kind of nonchalant back then.
As we were growing up, things started to change fast, one fine day he got really mad at me for calling some random girl he was pretending to have a huge crush on some normal nick name. He showed macho moves and that fight surprisingly ended things then and there. During that fight he called me names and said never to talk to him. When I reflect back he was immature in many ways during our growing up time as well.
After school we went to different colleges, never bumped into each other except at one event, our families knew each other very well, college started, he went to a different country, I got his # and called him up one night after many years, we spoke for few min but things were not the same. Ultimately I moved to the same country. A long time ago I was in a subway, and I felt the person in the cart must be him, by that time we were in our early 20s. I was staring at him, called his name in a low tone the person remaind quiet, and ultimately a stop came he disembark but did look back. I did Google afterwards and it seemed he did graduate from the school the subway he stepped out at.
I bumped into his sister after few years, she took my #, according to her he had visited her # of times, and he was planning to visit again, but he never bothered to reach out. He is married with kids and so do I.
I am a totally different person now, the time and life experiences have surely changed me. I am not sure why I cried for those few months either remembering pure friendship for the one who was also close to heart, or it is the loneliness I find myself in these days. I was also sad thinking if we would have remained friends life would have been alot different then what is now for sure. All my childhood friends knew how close we were & if I ever meet anyone they would surely ask if I am in touch with him, as everyone was also surprised we never connected after that stupid fight.
I some times dream of him us talking, I also think what would I do if we bump into each other, if he rings my home bell. I remember his hands, his face so well after so many years.His sister has moved out, he lives on a different coast, our lives might never intersect. Many years back, after meeting his sister one of his parents called me out of blue and we spoke for half an hour or so. We still have some lose common connections, can get our #s with little to no effort. I feel I have tried reaching out a few times, added him to FB, when FB just started hoping to remain intouch but ultimately he removed me from his list or doesn't use FB any more...
Movie rekindled old memories of around 8 years we were together almost each day ... everything happens due to a reason .... somehow there is a hole in my heart, probably there shouldn't be one.
People can be unbelievable cruel
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ericwinters reacted to + cougar in Dallas | Roman
Probably all of those silly tattoos...my opinion only, some love the ink.
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ericwinters reacted to harlow in Dallas | Roman
Looks like he's recycling the name of the porn star from the 2000s named Roman "Heart"
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ericwinters reacted to JMS in 4-1-1 on CrisBierii, 6'4 hot European blond, in Austin
And that’s what you would call absolute perfection! Wow!!!
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ericwinters reacted to Floridambt in Is RM Messenger down?
Yes, when I go to RM messenger I just get a black screen and can’t read any of my messages right now
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ericwinters reacted to marylander1940 in Ryan Rose arrested again...
It depends on the state. It's been talked about it on here.
I have also similar issues with some porno websites on and off visible depending on the state
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ericwinters reacted to marylander1940 in Ryan Rose arrested again...
I am in Virginia now visiting a friend and I'm also getting blocked from reading the article 😂
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ericwinters reacted to marylander1940 in Ryan Rose arrested again...
From the article
No, you didn’t just step out of a time machine into 2013. The year is 2026, and former gay porn star Ryan Rose has been arrested once again, this time for assault with a deadly weapon in Florida, of course. That weapon was a gun, and that’s Rose’s mug shot above, following his arrest back on January 8th. While three months have passed, Str8Up only learned of this news today.
Ryan Rose (legal name XXX) is accused of bludgeoning a man with a gun, striking his head multiple times with the deadly weapon and, as Rose himself admitted, “pistol whipping the shit out of him.” The victim and his girlfriend, who lived at the property where the assault took place, were at the location to take photos of their boats that were being stored there, and Rose—who either worked somewhere on the property or lived nearby, it’s not clear—confronted the man after having some kind of previous altercation with him. Details aren’t entirely clear, but based on the arrest report and affidavit below, it appears that Rose took the gun from the victim and beat him with it, then hid the gun inside the house and told the couple to leave. Again, it’s not clear what kind of history Rose had with the victim and his girlfriend, but Rose was not happy to see them on the property.
Police were obviously called, and Rose was charged with aggravated battery with a deadly weapon, a second degree felony punishable by up to 15 years in prison. Here’s the full arrest report from the Charlotte County Sheriff:
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ericwinters got a reaction from marylander1940 in Ryan Rose arrested again...
Texas is blocking me from opening the link. 🙄
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ericwinters reacted to zeyfur in Is RM Messenger down?
Haven't been able to read messages since last night
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ericwinters reacted to Doe Be Doe in Is RM Messenger down?
RM Messenger has been down for me for a few hours. Anyone else having this problem?
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ericwinters reacted to hwic04 in Roman Todd is now available
Long time porn star of course. Now with an ad in Vegas which I believe is his home. I don’t know how long he’s been escorting, or at least available without an ad. After his time in the industry I’m thinking he’s met up with many fans along the way.
Has anyone met him?
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ericwinters reacted to + azdr0710 in Dallas | RomanLeeHart
did you find a working link nine hours ago?
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ericwinters got a reaction from Harryinny in AsianBeefy
Does anybody have any info or expertise with this guy?
https://rent.men/AsianBeefy
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ericwinters reacted to pocono in Mounjaro
I started it on 12-1-25, was about 236 lbs (I’m 5’9) and have lost 25 lbs. while I have felt full…no other real side effects. Good luck!
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ericwinters reacted to + nycman in David Geffen, 82 files for divorce from Donovan Michaels, 32
I think it’s funny that you think he’s not here……
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ericwinters reacted to DMICS in 411 on SEANTHOMASSS in NYC
Yeah, pretty smart if you ask me.
When I reach out to providers I have a standard first message that covers everything. Saves everyone time and gets to the point.
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ericwinters reacted to dutchal in 411 on SEANTHOMASSS in NYC
Considering the attention the guy probably gets, can you blame him?