Looks like a duck...quacks like a duck...

[+ newguy]

...but he's not a duck.

 

NG

 

[bigvalboy]

...but he's not a duck.

 

NG

 

[Irtwo]

He's hot. Thanks for posting. Although I don't get the "duck" joke.

[sincitymix]

wow he is hot! blonde, blue eyes, tan, muscled, English accent shame he didn't give his "other" measurement

[Guest]

Quite breath-taking

http://www.lifeinlivingcolor.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/09/IMG_1761-web.jpg

 

http://www.lifeinlivingcolor.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/09/IMG_1790-web.jpg

 

I hope he's not serious with that T-shirt. I'd hate to see him go the way of so many celebrities...

http://www.lifeinlivingcolor.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/09/IMG_1834-web.jpg

[Guest]

I guess extreme beauty isn't a guarantee to happiness. I've always thought that if I could have one wish in the world, it would be that I could make anyone I desire want to have sex with me. And I'm sure there isn't a person in the world who wouldn't gladly have sex with him. It's difficult for me to imagine being able to have sex with anyone I wanted to, and still being unhappy. But this is from his Facebook page from a few days ago...

Zac Aynsley with Aziz Shavershian.

December 29, 2015 at 5:02am ·

Please read!

So, the past 1-2 months have been extremely tough for me. Extremely tough!

I will explain everything in full detail in a future video - 'My story so far'.

What I can tell you right now though, is that I've been force feeding practically every meal for the past month. Having barely any sleep, lots of depressing thoughts and bad things happening causing me to have mental breakdowns. However, my training has never been better! Even though I've been tired, drained, unmotivated. Wanting to give up completely!! I kept moving forward, and I will continue to keep moving forward! Nothing will ever stop that!

Come January of 2016, I will fly over to Holland to train with one of the best there has ever been @berrydemey

With berry's help, I am determined to make it to the top. And I mean, the top. The Olympia stage. I'll do whatever it takes!!

My message to you guys for now however, is this:

No matter how hard life can be, no matter what life throws at you. There WILL always be light, somewhere in the future. No mater how bad things may seem, no matter how upset you may feel. I can promise you, time will fix it all. So never give up!

We all go through extremely hard times, however it's the STRONG and the DETERMINED that keep moving forward, keep striving and will never give up!

[+ newguy]

He's hot. Thanks for posting. Although I don't get the "duck" joke.

I had meant that he almost looks like a super-hot escort...sounds almost like a

super-hot escort, but (sadly) he is (probably not) a super-hot escort.

[Guest]

It looks as though he has a "Go Fund Me" campaign for being beautiful. He's only raised £1864 of his planned £100,00 since 10/29/15. Maybe that's why he's so depressed? Boy, do I know a way he could make big ££ quickly!!!

 

https://www.gofundme.com/yx7k4pdg

[+ newguy]

It looks as though he has a "Go Fund Me" campaign for being beautiful. He's only raised £1864 of his planned £100,00 since 10/29/15. Maybe that's why he's so depressed? Boy, do I know a way he could make big ££ quickly!!!

 

https://www.gofundme.com/yx7k4pdg

 

Under his "Gofundme" campaign is another confession of anguish...

 

What does he mean by the "Never give up!" mantra

at the end?

 

Never give up on living?

Never give up lifting heavier and heavier weights?

 

NG

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Ok... For years i've held this back, but now i can finally reveal it.

When i turned 15, i started to develop some mental health issues, suffered from major panic attacks, anxiety, depression...

I remember running home from school crying, running home from playing golf, family meals... Crying my eyes out in fear.

I lived in constant fear and i was in a very dark place!

For about 4 years now, i've been practically petrified to go to bed every night because of the panic attacks i would have. I would goto bed and my mind would literally cripple me and send me to some extremely dark places.

During all this however, i was picked on daily throughout school.

When i decided to start lifting, i was put down 24/7 by EVERYONE telling me that i would never amount to anything and that i would never make anything of myself.

In uni, my lecturers told me i was a waste of space and that the gym is for idiots!

I've pretty much had a life of being put down, told i couldn't do anything and... with the problems i had for all these years... it eventually all got to me.

January 4th 2015, 3am. I sat on the edge of a water-tower... Ready to end my life... I had it in my head that 'This is it' and i genuinely wanted to die.

But, as i sat there, i can't explain what happened. It felt like someone literally pulled me back by my hair and stopped me from doing it. As i lay there, crying my eyes out, i heard a voice in my head saying 'its not your time zac' and i climbed back down.

The disease i had on my fucking brain had taken over, i couldn't see the point anymore, i couldn't see happiness. Everything was dark, cold and i felt trapped.

I cried my eyes out to numerous friends, for the first time in their lives they seen a side to me that i had been hiding a way for years!

Thats the thing with mental illness', nobody can see who is suffering!

Despite all this, i carried on pushing hard, i carried on moving forward, training hard, eating clean and ignoring all the shit i get daily smile emoticon

The only motivation i had in life was the people who put me down, i used all negativity i've ever received and turned it into motivation to keep pushing forward and that one day, prove that i'm better than all of them!

I've traveled the world solo as one of UK's top fitness models, i have almost 500,000 fans over my social media platforms! I'm my own fucking boss, i do what i want when i want, I've eared a fortune this year alone and now i have the most amazing girlfriend any man could ever ask for!

I can safely say, after 4/5 years of HELL. Im finally free, i don't go to bed in fear anymore. I don't have to rely on countless medication to get me through a nights sleep!

But, this is where i want to help others!

Mental illness' is a seriously seriously scary thing!

I may look like a strong man who can deal with anything... but like i said. This illness nearly took my life, and i don't want to see this happen to ANYONE!

People in life will tell you that you can't do things, people will put you down because you're achieving something they can't.

Life is going to throw so much shit at you and i want you to know that you can get through it!

Listen to yourself, keep moving forward, push away the haters and NEVER give up!

[Guest]

His story really puts a stark image on mental illness. I look at him and think that I would give almost everything I own to switch bodies with him. I would go out there and fuck every handsome man I could, and I think I might be the happiest man alive. Yet this man has felt his life has been a living Hell, and he apparently almost took his life. It's interesting that he says he's "earned a fortune this year alone," yet is asking for donations on a go fund me page.

[Kuriousity]

Instead of GoFundMe.com, maybe he should consider GoFuckMe.com....

[bigvalboy]

His story really puts a stark image on mental illness. I look at him and think that I would give almost everything I own to switch bodies with him. I would go out there and fuck every handsome man I could, and I think I might be the happiest man alive. Yet this man has felt his life has been a living Hell, and he apparently almost took his life. It's interesting that he says he's "earned a fortune this year alone," yet is asking for donations on a go fund me page.

 

Depression/mental illness knows nothing of beauty. I think we might be looking at a very troubled young man. IMHO anyway.

[+ purplekow]

One way to earn a fortune, electronic begging and showing good looking skin. Add in a sad story and off you go. Go fund me probably has probably helped some very deserving people and has probably funded just about as many scams. What no wish list for him?

[Kuriousity]

One way to earn a fortune, electronic begging and showing good looking skin. Add in a sad story and off you go. Go fund me probably has probably helped some very deserving people and has probably funded just about as many scams. What no wish list for him?

 

 

Oh, those Amazon Wish Lists are 20 shades of tacky. I see those and think "Did your family not teach you better?"......

[+ quoththeraven]

+1 on depression/mental illness knowing nothing of beauty. Or talent. Or anything else. People you think have a wonderful life may nevertheless be blah, unmotivated, or unhappy. Exhibit A: Robin Williams.

[LADoug1]

I agree that there's a disconnect between his having "earned a fortune this year" comment and his on-line fundraising campaign. Ignoring that (which is hard to do) I find the story of his severe depression quite compelling having suffered from it myself my entire life. I just hope it isn't a con just to raise money and gain more attention. That would be tragic.

[Guest]

+1 on depression/mental illness knowing nothing of beauty. Or talent. Or anything else. People you think have a wonderful life may nevertheless be blah, unmotivated, or unhappy. Exhibit A: Robin Williams.

 

You can say that again. Although in Robin Williams' case, I thought I remembered he had just been told he had Lewy Body Dementia. I think I might have reached for my Smith & Wesson had I been told that. I share LADoug1's concern that it's possible Zac is using the claim of depression as a scam--although, interestingly, he also discussed his depressed feelings on Facebook, and there is no reference to his Go Fund Me page on his facebook page (at least that I noticed).