I haven’t been subtle about wanting more but over the years I figured it wouldn’t happen so besides “standing at attention” when I flipped over on my back there was nothing more to do. This time I was different. When I flipped over, he was shirtless as always, but as he started massaging my arms he put my hand on his chest. He then opened his mouth and sucked a finger. Not sure what led to this but that’s when I knew I had to take control. Before I knew it, he was sucking me and soon after begging to sit on it... we didn’t talk about it after wards and I won’t ask for anything more than a massage next time. Maybe a one and done but who knows?