What a tough question. I've felt this way about a fantastic, cute, interesting masseur I've been seeing for a while. In my case though, he is straight and made sure I knew going into this that he offers no extras to anyone. I've been seeing him less and less. I thought I would eventually lose the sexual attraction to him, but oddly it just grows. His touch is proving too much for me. And the last few times I have been so horny and awash in hormones as I left.