Very interesting responses guys. Thank you so much for your attention. I truly appreciate it.
And no, I am not a troll. Neither I'm making all this up. I'm just being honest (it's a bit complicated I guess). But I agree with the ones that say that maybe I'm setting my expectations way too high. I'm also sorry if I sounded a bit arrogant. That wasn't really my intention. But I mean, it's so easy to tell. I have women of different backgrounds hitting on me all the time for example. At the gym I have caught some guys checking me out. On the streets at times gay guys (that are usually so not my type btw) will stare at me, sometimes with clear insinuations (although in ocassions they don't seem that obvious, but I still can tell). I don't know. I guess I can just feel it.
My body fat percentage right now is around 16%-17% so it's not like I look that perfect. I have a cute face and broad shoulders. Arms are around 15 inches and back about 18 if that gives an idea. Maybe I just need to get more built to attract more muscle guys? Maybe some tattoos will help? It seems that I'm still big for people's standards judging for what people tell me. But like I said, I feel I don't get that much attention from the type of muscle guy I'm into. Doesn't even help the fact that I've been too obvious in ocassions. I am also into muscle older men btw., but they need to have a cute face. Actually, about half of my hook ups have been guys in their early 40s. I have been very picky though.
As for the hookup sites, well, most of the guys I saw on Grind didn't really call my attention. The ones that did were either scams, or never responded to my messages. But to be fair I only tried that site once, and for like two or three days. I also didn't have enough pictures to share back then. I tend to be very strict when it comes to my looks, so I felt my pics weren't "that good".
Anyways, I hope all this helps. I will try to respond each post one by one later. I've been really busy this weekend. Thank you for your time.
P.D. Yes guys, I'm not really openly gay. But I'm sure my siblings know I am. My dad too. Mom, well, I don't know about her but I'm sure she suspects. She's not really open-mind though. It's complicated I guess. But that's another story.
In reality I've never had a girlfriend before. It's understandable that many in my family will assume that I'm not into women. It's just that I probably don't look that "stereotypical" homosexual to them. You know how ignorant some people are. And btw, I'm aware the title of the thread wasn't the best. I apologize if offended anyone. I'm sure you got point.