Oh my God! I used to think he was attractive when I was a tweenager. Now I find the old him (leaner muscular him) so average-looking. I wonder why my taste changed so much through the year and what made me so picky?? Maybe social media desensitizing me (I am an addicted fitness influencer pictures hoarder)? I was skinny at one point. At another point I was skinny-fat. Now I'm muscular beefy. OH LORD, I PRAY FOR YOU TO SAVE ME. I AM SUCH A SINNER AND NEED MY SOUL TO BE SAVED.