Brian Kevin

He’s off to college. He’s 19 now and going to become a civil engineer

I got my health insurance and food stamps!!!! It went really good!!!

I’m hoping to be enrolled again Tomorrow at my appointment with my caseworker there.

Long story short; I’m homeless. My ex stole my psych meds, my cell phone and my cherished ring. We were out plowing for his landscaping company Sunday night when he accused me of cheating and it happened so I said yes I’m sorry and he sucker punched me a couple times. Then at home he ran me over with the company plow because I stopped him in the plow cuz he had my phone and meds inside the house, which I still haven’t got. Since I got in front of the plow to flag him down and he stopped then floored it the lawyers are saying they won’t take the case. That I have to do small claims court. Police are dragging their feet and he’s still a free man not arrested. I’m currently bouncing hotel to hotel and sleeping out of car when I’m low on funds at this point. I can’t go back to him he’s going to end up killing me if I keep giving him chances. I need to get my rentmen and masseurfinder back on. Car needs a new manifold and brakes and rotors. He stole my last 1,000$ via cash app when he kept and stole my phone. I had to get a new phone from another Ex to tie me over.. after that 1000$ hit it Left me with 300$ and I had a 200$ bill to pay cuz I had an appointment to get my muffler fixed. Bank doesn’t wanna help because it’s cash app a cash app tells me to contact my bank.. I don’t know who to believe. I fixed my muffler so my car would stop being so loud. I let my ads expire this month cuz he wanted a monotonous relationship only to find out he’s been on Grindr and rentmen himself this whole time.. I’m at rock bottom honestly, but I’m still in barber school Full-time. Trying my best to stay afloat. If anyone could offer some assistance please let me know. I’m doing uber eats to stay afloat both for the daily hotel charge plus normal bills like insurance and cell phones. Waiting on my food stamps to get turned on (meeting with caseworker tomorrow at 9am for food stamps). If the food stamps gets approved I get my health insurance back and can get a refill of my psych meds.. if I can’t get my insurance back then I’m on the hook for about 350$ worth of life saving psych medication that I cannot afford.. my insurance lapsed earlier this month but put it on the back burner since I had some time.. well with my ex stealing my meds and such it made me scramble to find a new phone and stop him from hacking me any further. Even if I can crowd fund enough up get masseurfinder and Rentmen up I could do the rest with clients. Sort out my meds with my insurance tomorrow in a perfect world. So honestly I fucking hate asking but I’m out of ideas, couches to sleep on and growing up in foster care leaves me with no family to turn to during these times. So in a last ditch effort I thought I’d reach out to y’all, my extended sex work family that has been there through it all, the thick and the thin with me. I’m down to my last 47$. I’m still working through the pain of getting hit by my ex lover/bosses plow. So I’m not averaging as much as I have. I got a gimp in my walk, but I’m happy to be alive and on my 2 feet. I figure even if i walk away from this with a handful of you praying for me, that’s something. Cuz shit I’ll take any kind of thoughts or prayers y'all got cuz those are free and I most certainly need them right about now. Brian Kevin 216-860-2145

*screams like Drew Carey at the end of the theme song* “OHIO O O O O O”

This forum has been there for me through thick and thin and 3rd degree burns!!!! I have been a little depressed and sad lately, but that’s besides the point.. I’ve been wondering something I could do nice for everyone. though I’m a poor full time barber student right now, there is something I can do— here’s a free year to my onlyfans. no strings! hope this kind gesture shows how thankful I am for everything everyone has done here for me. Most importantly I hope this changes someone’s day, I hope someone whose sad or depressed and going through way too much like I am right now can use this to brighten their day/month. the holidays are hard, lets say fuck it and be hard together ❤️❤️ I LOVE YOU AND I SEE YOU. thanks for loving and seeing me. OnlyFans ONLYFANS.COM OnlyFans is the social platform revolutionizing creator and fan connections. The site is inclusive of artists and content...

I’ve started offering 4 handed massage sessions with someone and those have been going very good. I am starting barber school in the next couple months and am excited to start offering haircuts & nude haircuts. I think this will be exciting to pair with the massage work I already do. i miss you guys and hope yall are doing well. My brother turned 18 and went off to college to start summer classes June 10th, so now it’s time to focus on myself! Excited to keep you guys in the loop with barber school !!!

It’s IML’s little brother LOL

Is anyone coming to Cleveland Leather Awareness Week 2024? Open for dinner, dates and massage sessions! if anyone wants to swap massages or needs a massage holler at me

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We were able to win custody

I took a little break and had to drop out due to concerns around me adopting my special needs brother! He’s 18 now and I am considering jumping back into nude massage. At 32, 6ft6 275 lbs. I’m back coming down the slope coming in hot!! I was just curious how everyone is doing and it took me 10 minutes to find the new forum, I’ve been gone FARRR TOO LONG !!

You are a super power flower child taking in your godsons!!! So I return the applaud to you as well! It definitely isn't easy or cheap and it kills me both parents are still alive but have "better things" to do. Thankful we were both able to intercept our family members before they ended up in the system with complete strangers, even if that means putting other aspects of our live on hold. I want to close this message with I received some insight from someone who is knowledgeable in that field.

*** please for the integrity of this post leave the pervert in you at the door for a minute Theoretically.... I have had my lgbtqia+ teenage brother for a year+ now. I have been balancing this thanks to my 7 year fiancé/partner. We just got the parents removed in court due to them not showing up or making any attempt to better themselfes in over a year. I was then approved to adopt. Having onlyfans and been in porn, I am hesitant to come forward and being transparent about this to the adoption agency and our lawyers have said I am a "stay at home maker" If this comes out, is it the end of all for someone in adoption? He is 2 years away from 18, courts are ion board with him staying with me adoption or not. Meaning, I have to fulfill parenting classes (half way done) and they're easy and straight forward. By completing the classes I become a legal adoptive parent and it opens up more benefits and finicial help to offset a teenager cause lord knows neither parent helped. If I do not get approved they will let him stay but I'll be limited to the $306 my state offers for kinship placement... I'd do this for free cause no kid deserves a shitty childhood! Does anyone have any experience, insight etc ? PS: this explains my crazy and hectic tour dates. I had to cancel on my last leg of the PNW last month due to court and classes so thanks everyone for staying patient and understanding with me. Thanks for your advice/input in this sensitive topice.

Just because one is in the closet they should not suppress their feelings and the things that were done to them. If you were SA you need to seek out both the law and therapy. You are not a victim you are a survivor. I won't let you use the bipoc thing when it comes sexual assult. All u have to do is show up to the police station and then your taken to a hospital room that is completely private with you and one nurse, since you've been through this before you know how intimate and personal this is. Stop using your internalized homophobia to justify someone else attacking you. I love you. I see you and you're important. I'm completely challenging your thinking here and moving forward.