Yeah, but it's one hell of a lot of fun. To compare. Coke which is very powerful releases 350 units of Dopamine. Sex causes a 100-250 release. Meth releases 1500 and it doesn't get reabsorbed like the others so you can enjoy it for a good 48 hours of constant bliss. Extreme energy, confidence, you lose weight so hello abs, and of coarse the well known sex effects which are other worldly.
I stopped doing it when the bad times started to outweigh the good times. Hell by the end it was a little fun at night followed up by mount Everest mother of recovery. Not to mention what it does to the rest of your life. Age and/or time will fix it eventually.
It is a nightmare of coarse. However, it does put me in awe of just how powerful it is. It's the perfect drug for many gay men and that's probably why will never see the end of it.