You are 100% correct. I am not attracted to my trainer at all and that's the way I want it. If you want an escort as a trainer, you are really just playing out a fantasy mentally.
I have seen him twice for massages and both were positive. I did detect he was a smoker but not an issue even though i am not a smoker. He's actually very nice and his body is smoking but it was about a year ago that I saw him. I wouldn't hesitate to go to him again.
I only had a massage with him and it was good but he seems not into it. Then i was going to give it another try and he was just short of rude in his texts so i gave up.