SaintV

Sadly no. Just a random thought that my phone was listening in on.

A bit random, but I'm going with the theme here. I was driving down a road I have not been on in a long time. I used to go down this road riding the school bus. I drove past a house that it used to stop at and remembered one of the kids that road the bus. Let's just say his name was Allen. I haven't thought about Allen or spoke to Allen in years. He was kind of in a different age group and not like one of my best friends or anything. But I knew him. I wondered what Allen was up to these days. I got to where I was going and looked at my phone. I pulled up Facebook and Allen was the very first person on my recommended friend list. All this happened within fifteen minutes. I have never spoken about Allen or tried to find him on FB. Again, the only reason I remembered Allen was because I drove past his childhood home. I believe in coincidence. But this was a little scary. Seriously, it's been about twenty years since I have seen or thought about this person.

So, Is piss a pretty normal fetish for gay guys? I have been turned on by it for as long as I can remember. Sadly only one of the guys I have been with shared my fetish. I still don't really understand it. By this point I really don't care. I like it and that's good enough for me. And just by posting this feels like a coming out for me. I really haven't told many people that I like men or piss. So. Hi I'm Saint, I'm gay and have a piss fetish that I don't understand.

Just scrolling through different things here and this one caught my eye. I have always been an avid reader. Almost have the Harry Potter books memorized because they came out when I was in the perfect age group. But my all time favorites that I can reread at any given time. Hatchet (and the sequels) by Gary Paulsen, My Side of the Mountain by Jean Craighead George, and The Little House on the Prairie series, are hands down my favorite. I have always been an outside person and you can actually learn a lot from those books. Knowing how to live without electricity and internet. A skill that is very quickly going away. Hell, It's hard enough to find somebody under forty that can drive a manual transmission truck. Much less find one that can train a peregrine falcon to hunt to provide food to survive. Disclaimer: I'm not saying I can train an apex winged predator to hunt for me. But I have read about it. So in a pinch, I'm your best bet. Or we are going to learn to be vegetarians real quick.

If I'm not anything else. I'm an honest person.

I lurked around for a week or so. I have always been apart of forums. I even used to run my own forum years ago. I know some places are super strict with how they post and not searching before creating topics ect. I kind of started in the beginning of the forum ages and left for a long while. Hell, even before I made my introduction post I asked a mod if there was a specific thread I should do it on because I couldn't find one. I know all places are different, I just wanted to come in correctly.

You seem like somebody I would like to have a conversation with. I have been with the FD since I was 18. I have advanced emergency medical training, special training for industrial plant fires. Such as boilers and places with massive amounts of oil or chemicals. Search and rescue, and also work with the local PD for training. I'm not part of the PD but they asked me to volunteer to help train new officers on how to conduct field sobriety tests. By that I mean they paid for my drinks I got lit and let them practice on me. I volunteer every year now. With all that in mind, my favorite part of what I do is blowing the horn on the fire trucks. It never gets old.

Hi, I'm SaintV. Most people call me Saint. I am an industrial engineer, A first responder with the fire dept, and a closeted gay man. I am 34 years old and kind of new to this, so please cut me some slack. I have been looking for a place to talk openly about myself and maybe meet some like minded individuals. I have read through a bit and am trying to integrate myself into this forum. Don't know much else to say, but just wanted to introduce myself.