I am "into" the beauty of the thing, the Greek "ideal" which is not relative, on occasion, to "size". One of my preferred rentboys has a "cock" which, whilst not "huge", is perfection in its proportions as with Michaelangelo's "David" and certain classical statues of antiquity. In my experience, and, of course, my opinion, some of the "big ones" are grotesque in their appearance.