Hey, jurinac, let me relay this true story to you. A fellow employee of mine screwed up while running a very expensive piece of equipment resulting in thousands of dollars in damage to it. When our boss asked if he was going to fire the person who caused the damage he replied this way. ‘’He learned a lesson today. Of all my employees, he is the one who is LEAST likely to damage anything ever again. Why would I fire him?”
This kind of thing can happen to anyone. You are now wiser for your experience, AND you’ve realized what went wrong along the way. Rather than beating yourself up. I say congratulations. Don’t sweat it.