Porn, escorting and mixed emotions

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Argh! I can't stand it. :-(

 

I don't know about you, but there is a small number of otherwise obscure and quick fading porn stars who just *do* it for me. I look at their stills and "Oh my God!" keeps running through my head over and over again. When I find out they are escorting, I start to get mildly obsessive wondering when I might visit their cities, and whether they will still be escorting by then, whether it will be worth living if they aren't.

 

(OK, I am overdramatizing a bit. But if Domino is not available next time I visit the Big Apple, there will be serious Hell to pay. I don't care how drugged out he is. I'm just going to roll him over a couch and...) ;-)

 

In any case, what brought on this latest fit was the sudden reappearance of the only porn figure (I hesitate to call him a star) I ever seriously considered sending fan mail to (sad to say, lazyness won out). His career in Chi Chi Larue's stable was so brief I was left wondering whether he had retired before his first video hit the stores.

 

I know this is taking a while. I am not building up to anything, as I doubt many of you will have noticed him. He goes by the name of Patrick Ryan and was suposedly a personal trainer before doing porn. His few interviews made him outr to be a nice unassuming guy. You can see some of his pics (they are nothing special) at http://www.americanmale.net/california/patrickryan.htm .

 

He isn't stunningly beautiful or anything, but that lean, cut body with prominent pecs and abs just has me shuddering. He looks a bit older than in his videos which is to be expected as they were done about 4 years ago, but he still looks about 32 and not his announced 37. (sigh)

 

If anyone on the West coast has shared any time with him and is prepared to kiss and tell, I would be eternally grateful. I don't care if he was the worst lay you ever had. Just any info would give me something more to mull and fantasize over until I can find some excuse to visit LA on my employer's dime (though I hear airfare hasn't quite declined that much yet). ;-)

 

Esc-Tracker (trying not to drool over his keyboard)