I've hidden my feelings for men my entire life (in 50's). I want to have a first experience. Are erotic massages the way to go. Was looking to set an appt with messagemechanic in LA. Or is what I'm looking for is an escort. What is the best website for that. Am I making the wrong move doing this with a professional first? I'm not really looking for a massage. I want to experience a man inside of me more than a massage. I'd appreciate any advice for a newbie like me. We all need a first time, embarrassed I waited so long.
