I am sorry for your loss. 2020 has been a bad year for everybody. I had friends and coworkers that came down with the virus. This year has been a bad financial year for everybody. A much people I know are surviving month to month and business has been bad for many. Here is hoping 2021 is better.
Like the other people said be up front with the escort, if you are I bet they will cuddle you and hold you in your arms.