Prettyboysyndrome

Im too vain to do meth ever
Im no saint but meth is evil.i have a train of thought i type in.i read a post this guy made so i addressed it he was in my check on filehe was an ass and rude..yes im dyslexic but it seems like those who might rely on escorts for all sex have an ingrained hate toward me.ive been nothing but nice.ive only ever been rude when i was provoked.
I dont ever start shit yet some old bullfrogs think you own the board.yes OLD.
what do you call men that are hard to find and book and cost more high end.i dont know if you realize it but on rentmen there are guys that charge 3000.ive scoured rentmen im picky.ive found fun but nobody i wanna make full time.
My friends think im sweet i try to be but i can be unpleasant i dont like to be i was in a light hearted mood and talked as if it was a conversation.it helps me get my thoughts out.you are welcome to never read anything i post but you will because i dont have monotony in my vocabulary im fun .
Take these words to heart life can be fun why make it hard for another you domt know where im.coming from
And if you ever have access to a good deal of money it wont make you happy it wont complete itll magnify your character flaws it brings the worst out.trust. it changes nothing but location outfit and decor if you think in terms of a play same actors just spiffed up.
It does buy freedom.thats it.i have had alot of shit happen to me yet i refuse to lose what keeps me sane wit humor light heartedness.if i seem enthusiastic or bold or even bizarre so the fuck.what .im doing me.i assure you im no addict im in the midst of a cleanse getting summer ready.i take my health seriously and believe it or not everyone likes me at my gym cause im friendly.not just cuties but i know the pressure to look good and write up routines for everyone that asks
Im myself seem to never hit the mark my job is to be the face of the company and entertain clients when you know your being basically pimped out because research shows this investor likes young men .even if sex is broached i usually can get signatures without it.usually.it does something when you realize your yale degree is for show i was always being bred by dad to be a show pony.so yes im a mommas boy and we dont speak of it but when she flies in to take me to disney world and harry potter she knows im broken.she gets i need to live in my own fun light hearted world.im not crazy or even eccentric.i cope with bad by being devil may care.ill never fit a mold unless im trying to seduce you.most guys think im all hey bro i wanna pound your ass.most likely im in bed with two massive dogs and a Persian watching cartoons.im not stupid im not crazy i just refuse to be dictated to.we all have problems some have weight looks money.i dont i have in two years had more shit happen than i can fathom.had three friends THREE childhood friends in two years commit suicide my middle brother died in a car crash and a guy i dated for 5 months did it so he could set up a sitiation where i was beaten and raped.ill take a tummy over that.finance is a sick world it destroys children raised in it.ive come out ok considering.im tired of every single thing being picked apart and its like walking through sand unnecessary effort. an earnest search for someone to take care of me make me feel safe find a full time companion im done with dating for a bit i can't ask for help nope as usual im on my own. btw instead of asking who charges 6 grand a weekend you say bullshit u can ask i can find the diamonds you can just tell.theres few.i just wanted to know where the vault was .ive since found one agent with some "hot" properties.higher end more expensive better looking however you wanna phrase it.ill.keep all future posts to name rank.and serial number.i never have anger till i deal with anonymous gay men.im sorry about everyones life i have my own version of difficult can we quit tearing me to shreds

Some guys cant be found but i know they escort.is there some agencies that handle them
Ohh and william seed he looks kinda retarded well no more than i do i suppose but hes cute.a bit young .i admit im vain it doesnt matter if im dating or paying i cant help but be in a mental competition.remember gage Weston is there any guys like him ?i love jessy ares he just seems sexy have no clue how to book he thinks he's a musician now..and no jaxton wheeler that insane post he did his teeth look like he snacks on gravel.he could of made a fortune as the original billy bob teeth and hes short and 5 inches n back hair i cant.lower back hair well back hair kills me.i like sexy bears but i give up with back and that weird upper arm hair and a bush that is like a bramble.ohh and this is so gross ill tell you horror experience a hot guy beautiful body ok face but cute my skin is crawling just thinking sweet jesus .he had like knots all over his balls he had some weird ingrown hair thing im had to leave my own home and walk outside i lost it .im like a laser or acid seriously tca yeah all things i cant handle and i have that thing where my skin itches from gross stuff. Crawly things patterns cracked heels have given me shivers and backne or acne .knock on wood ive had two pimples my entire life but i started having facials every month at 13 so that could be why.ever since this guy who yeah he smiled and a zit popped i had to run outside to vomit. Im a fanatic groomer and ocd cleaner like i have induced ocd.i groom the tiniest little fuzz i dermaplane peach fuzz and some guys cant wax back hair .ill never get people who act like its no big deal.it isnt for a simian anyway my gross rant is compliments of the nemesis of the letter s jaxton wheelers teeth.im vain narcissistic and shallow but im still nice mostly.i was raised with a tiffany rattle literally. ive only worked for my family and by work i have an office that i never see and i still call my Secretary to gossip she was hired cause she can wear tom ford nail stilettos all night and throw her hair up and go into work.ohh were like good friends and shes a fierce asian
Ive always wanted an super asian assistant mine can do an 8 ball and look bored.but still she calls me a lazy fag daily and she keeps getting bonuses i cant even yell at a maid who washes caahmere .I WOULD NEVER be out right mean like that and i suck dick for fun im not a paid spokesperson or nothing i can imagine his life of.not waxing and gravel eating took its toll im not a champion of body acceptance or age is just a number but everyone deserves respect im dyslexic as fuck i have a special category of retarded so nobody is perfect.almost (wink) but if your taking my coins and ive done the act sweet and charming and ur still an ass.as soon as you nut call and cancel your credit card.even if you paid cash get an advance from the hotel front desk not atm youll get your money back.trust in this world till the money is transferred you still are in control.

Some guys cant be found but i know they escort.is there some agencies that handle them
Ohh and william seed he looks kinda retarded well no more than i do i suppose but hes cute.a bit young .i admit im vain it doesnt matter if im dating or paying i cant help but be in a mental competition.remember gage Weston is there any guys like him ?i love jessy ares he just seems sexy have no clue how to book he thinks he's a musician now..and no jaxton wheeler that insane post he did his teeth look like he snacks on gravel.he could of made a fortune as the original billy bob teeth and hes short and 5 inches n back hair i cant.lower back hair well back hair kills me.i like sexy bears but i give up with back and that weird upper arm hair and a bush that is like a bramble.ohh and this is so gross ill tell you horror experience a hot guy beautiful body ok face but cute my skin is crawling just thinking sweet jesus .he had like knots all over his balls he had some weird ingrown hair thing im had to leave my own home and walk outside i lost it .im like a laser or acid seriously tca yeah all things i cant handle and i have that thing where my skin itches from gross stuff. Crawly things patterns cracked heels have given me shivers and backne or acne .knock on wood ive had two pimples my entire life but i started having facials every month at 13 so that could be why.ever since this guy who yeah he smiled and a zit popped i had to run outside to vomit. Im a fanatic groomer and ocd cleaner like i have induced ocd.i groom the tiniest little fuzz i dermaplane peach fuzz and some guys cant wax back hair .ill never get people who act like its no big deal.it isnt for a simian anyway my gross rant is compliments of the nemesis of the letter s jaxton wheelers teeth.im vain narcissistic and shallow but im still nice mostly.i was raised with a tiffany rattle literally. ive only worked for my family and by work i have an office that i never see and i still call my Secretary to gossip she was hired cause she can wear tom ford nail stilettos all night and throw her hair up and go into work.ohh were like good friends and shes a fierce asian
Ive always wanted an super asian assistant mine can do an 8 ball and look bored.but still she calls me a lazy fag daily and she keeps getting bonuses i cant even yell at a maid who washes caahmere .I WOULD NEVER be out right mean like that and i suck dick for fun im not a paid spokesperson or nothing i can imagine his life of.not waxing and gravel eating took its toll im not a champion of body acceptance or age is just a number but everyone deserves respect im dyslexic as fuck i have a special category of retarded so nobody is perfect.almost (wink) but if your taking my coins and ive done the act sweet and charming and ur still an ass.as soon as you nut call and cancel your credit card.even if you paid cash get an advance from the hotel front desk not atm youll get your money back.trust in this world till the money is transferred you still are in control.

Im no save the animals guy but if your older switching to.a more plant based diet and a detox can help you lose weight.a guy at my gym asked ne for help.i was calories in equal calories out but studing the hornone build up of todays food it kills testoterone.detox no red meat chickem or fish you xan use a protein supplement.and have your blood work done and adrenals tested i got a 46 5"8 230 lb guy down to a buff big chested 160.he was my.project.he would never be a god but a hot buff bear i paid for lose skin and abs and even designed his waist tattoo and a few more for him
Shaved his head grew beard restyled him.got him confident he never even cruised b4 .i gladly cruised the locker room and underwear gotta have a pouch and wear a cock ring.if ur dick shows through mission accomplished.he said he needed a goal to work for so he asked me if when he was done if we could fuck so you see my intetest.he turned out so adorable and he was packin a DICK.i told guys he bragged to id make him whip it out that did it.hes 5'8 9.5 cut massive head girth its like sitting on a tree stump in a good way.hes a new man weve fucked many times hes a friend but that dick.it waa all down to chemicals.a decent body shaved head beard jusr says butch hot fucker.you know how to work ur dick any guy can get dates.number one is body.just tone bulk chest arms if you have tummy a big chest is key and confidence people say it but look your best and be a little cocky till you get the guy
Then be u.i.wear nothing for about a week and slowly i do pajama bottoms by week three im in winnie the pooh flannel..i get so cold at night and hopefully they atleast if not like im kinda a big kid.i am still the tom ford sex clone but only when i need to i have to slowly break them in to nadja my cat having a pink aristocats themed disney princess playroom or im positive she knows the difference between a cheap rhinestone collar and a diamond one.i didnt pay for it i told mom i took it before she could say no.i have the other pieces to make it whole but mom was cool she gifted to her granddaughter.getting men is about one moment.dating us about revealing you something im fine when its fun i hit a road block when its ok time to get deep and instead of accepting i dont talk about my past they wont stop so six months a year.im sure your emotionally well adjusted so while i dont advise making every trick into a bf we all have the urge.always lwt them call you by purposefully giving ur # and even if they want to give you theirs say i wanma see how long youll wait to call.i also add i have too many balls im my court you take this one.apps are fun but i cant work magic unless at a club or gym the human connect the intensity of the moment gpod lighting.most people on apps just wanna talk and see pics if its a kid 18 tp 23 dont bother they try to act so blaise yet in person cant even look at u to have a conversation.any guy can get laid unless your nursing home territory you can be cute.start with adrenals metabolics no package food and no cheap meat.if you wamt a steak kobe beef.i do an alkaline diet and cleanse twice a year.im actually cleansing now before i ramp up for summer.i take test and hgh to gain lean muscle.im tall that built like a tank is cute till you see they are little tanks.im not a genius but i know the body how to get fit proper proportions to go for and ive dated god since high school too many men im good at the getting and first part not so much revealing soul if u need any help.my longest relationship was a football player at my college i met him end of jr yr high school i was being scouted to play and showed me around we dated till i graduated college with lots of flings and break ups it was simple.we were best friends and crazy about each other .i still think about calling him and saying lets get married ill never replace him..my only true deep i cant breathe without you type love.

The taboo factor.plus im love dick and like to try new stuff some great positions come out of a weekend
And i have a dirty kinda submissive side i wanna explore everyone expects alpha male but sometimes you just want some big strong arms to scoop you up and fuck u .Im like an animal in my group weakness is a sign to move in for the kill.plus im not comfortable showing weakness.i have so much pressure i feel im gonna explode i need someone to take care of me sometime amd just be ok and if i want a piece of cake im not called fat or i have to entertain clients tommorrow so i havw to look my best.my biggest sin to my family and friends isnt recreational drugs its thw fact i sneaked off and spent a week in Paris in my favorite hotel having the best pastry chefs send over selections i gained 5 pounds and didnt work out for a week youd of thought i shot up heroin with the pope.you can be anyone from anywhere no backstory no baggage and its hard but theres a few guys over 6"4 who make me feel like im normal and almost kinda if im drunk think somebody cares s little bit.ive dated a guy who set me up to be raped.dated 5 months thats my world.im on prep so nothing but enotional stuff a normal person might work through i was just foscused on revenge once i got it i tooo a break i would like to hire a guy as a full time companion
Still do.i get much more than sex if i wanted sex id go sit at a bar for 10 minutes

You mean sarcastic dry wit takes little intelligence mix with general air of superiority and being accustomed to saying whatever you want.if you cant tell it was meant to be a funny metaphor with lifeboats and frickin floating headboard it amused me to think of a particular scenario because i do soend alot of time on a large boat i can see me in the lifeboats loaded with my luggage and pets while the crew and whatever human cum towel im dating going down.i play i love you baby all day but in that situation which occurred to me because i have to put in my months i want mawmaws yacht in round first if january and nothing says getting real like a sinking ship so titanic imagery follows.is English not the native tongue of most has everyone on earth not seen titanic.if i have to dull my self to the point of not laughing at people asking what happens when i shit during sex or who is dying to fuck a fat roll and will the fact i shoot powdered cum im so old be an issue then my self amusement at a sinking ship and some dumb dna sample thinking they rank above my pets because i find my shit eating grin that says fuck off a triumph a cuntery funny not as funny as terets but funny no matter what i havent asked if poo is a mood killer.so me 1 you luv.balls in your your court and you serve and you foul when you realize yeah not so bad after all.i can be a bitch all day everyday but saying im on drugs isn't true till in about 6hrs when go out then ill be full as a tick do better try harder stop sucking at life youve Done it all wrong
With warmest regards may the new year bring you a well loved used fartbox of your dreams or tax bracket
Kisses

I have made several offers to men and they think its a trick.im relatively young 33 6"4 200 very fit muscular i am considered attractive or hot but relationships are just something i dont have time for.i help run a side of my familys business.i have the status symbols homea cars travel on company jet i know what guys think.heres the rub as hars asni work on my body as soon as most guys see what i have im just a dollar signs.i admit i have a unique privleged position but thats just stuff it cant snuggle with a black amex.is know no man well most cant live and attend the functions the wardrobe alone for a month would be a stress to most and because the people in my world arent kind u know ive lived it ive been called a cum towel with veeners just to start so id want to make sure whoever im with cant be ridiculed like not wearing a bespoke tux or suit id not bespoke tailored to perfection and since im a fit tall guy i like my dates bigger atleaat in muscle mass and that certainly requires hand tailoring.what im saying is i like to be generous i like to spoil guys i like but i turn off like ice if i think im being hussled.im too pretty to be a sugar daddy but i dont mind being your bf who happens to support you.like i thought personal assistant or trainer for like 100k a year you live in my homes travel with me you pick your car.just gifts like watches in some cases like a Patek phillipe is kind of required to be accepted
And thats an avg drs yearly salary.all i wanted was he must be affectionate like kissing be truly turned on by men i cant stand a dick that never grows past looking like a wad of chewed bubble gum .i xan handle it if im cruising the gym and a married guy wants fucked and never gets hard.its a public place.im a bit of an exhibitionist so i work a peak level on gyms.i have to pay for most any man i date so why not just hire a full time bf.im know wed be friends and if he likes men not bad to look at and i have enough room they could.live in a guest house i am very sexual i take hgh and test to bulk up during summer so i can fuck like a wild bull .i truly love tp bottom i have super sensitive prostate im like a fountain.but i love to top as well.i enjoy both and often.im on prep and neg
I am offering a fun life and i want someone to enjoy it with no complex relationship no pressure to marry.thats ruined my dating life every guy wants married after six months and im like my money ia in a trust its untouchable if they wanna marry and some are so obvious i explain on paper i have nothing you get nada if they are hot because ivw accepted finding a great fuck bud is probably my best hope even when mr.right and theres been a few .we meet at club its elextric we all but fuck on the dance floor we leave i have been driving my db11 alot so they see that and its ohh then when we pull up and the gate opens and they see my home the energy shifts and its palpable.. Im very conscious to be as normal as possible.i see how kids of other banking families act they are the reason i want whoever goes with me to a function friend a girlfriend (as in friend thats a girl im best friends with my ex fiancee so i dont pretend )she goes with me alot since every guy wants a marriage now ill never marry i do not want a kid my brother is married has two handsome boys the family will survive.i would give and pay whatever juat for a strong man who likes ro.make out is passionate actually turned on by guys and once i give him his say 100k for training a year can just relax have fun not constantly scheme on how to get more cause im not 85 im 33 i know whats up youll get anything you want more than anyone could expect you'll have freedom to do and if you dont wanna have sex its fine as long as you listen to me if i need space and a guy forces himself unlesss your like 285 and arms are like jack hammers im not a petite nympho moaning for dick
Im a normal gay man who has circumstances 99%of the population find privileged and the sweetest guy when he gets bitten by the greed bug nothing is ever enough and a true resentment forms..its truly a common occurence that guys who was a waiter now is angry he canr have a ferrari and Bentley i dare make him choose.that shit geta him left at the dealer and bags packed sent to a hotel.if you let them back in well.i had one guy take a knife to a warhol so no.well have security walk you through later .its such a common thing ive developed procedures to handle.it .money makes some people go mad.so i wanna hire someone to.have fun i need sex if not.im cruising the gym or online and i dont have time for games.ive found men i want to.offer this to but if i bring up the subject its some absurd 20 grand for a week or 10 grand for a weekend im offering to change their lives but some guys think they are like a gift from god.im sorry ive done actual modeling in my 20s .dsquared is the most particular mens line all.their boys have to be perfect.i.opened the show twice and the entire ten years till i had to.work for.daddy at 30 so for ten years i worked as an model with agent contracts .i cant see paying for someone whos well im the hotter one and guys that look like what i normally date are straight seem shady or have the worst attitude.im chill as fuck i truly want a playmate.i wanna go to.ibiza cruise the cote d"azur my.grandmother has a gorgeous yacht she bought this art deco floating palace the silver angel And i mean its a fuckin sweet deal
How hard is it to be nice sweet go on a wonderful adventure who knows we could click i dont think id want a guy i cared for to have to escort even if he decides no cause im a guy who loves being in love.i bond with men quickly which is why i cant handle.dating ..im tired of getting my heart broke and i know.itll be impossible for me to be a man makeout get to know have passionate sex and not feel anything were talking a year .he can have flings my only thing is itll cost alot to make him look the part of successful power broker wed be a couple to.rhe world dont bring trade around be discreet.i may have a circle jerk.at the gym i love circle.jerks.i.have an exhibitionist side i need to.let out but if im.having sex with someone i dont cheat paid or not.i to make offers i get its bullahit or im told im very expensive and im like how many people are paying 5 grand for night and m not sending anyone 10 grand to meet im flying you private me option of 5 star hotel or i have a big ass place .im flying you to.meet ill pay your over night but truly kissing seals it.ive met one guy he wanted a 50 k retainer before night one .well as smooth as he talked he a horrible kisser sucking dick was a cheese grater.i did learn i can fly them here im getting a suite.i felt very uneasy with this obvious straight man who was realizing i dont care how big your dick is i have a dick too and id rather jerk.off forever than have a dead lay.im not sucking your y6dick for 30 minutes and your still soft.im not going to.let someone just fuck me forever they dont cum thats not sex.sex starts with kissing and wanting each other so much you devour other the feeling of two.muscular bodies intertwined pressing against each other you cant get enough of them. Dont know how tp phrase it but there's no need to.worry about money just be an intelligent passionate man who likes men.i think wed be atleast fuck buddies for real.like friends maybe romantic i can have a romantic night with a friend as long as we laugh have fun and have sexual attraction.i can held by a companion but i am very affectionate i the feeling of strong arms holding me letting .me let go.its like therapy.i have to carry a burden make big decisions all day wether im in or atlanta nyc i dont get a day i get to not have strategize.i need a man to take care of me hold me kiss me .i. Like knowing i can close the bedroom and. People may wonder what goes on but we have no roles other than to let our guard down and just be.sometimes just together talking is all i need. I like to let guard down and i want any guy im with . tell me what he wants or needs
We can nurture each which i think having plenty of money im your acct and really no wants allow some guys to find themselves .i dont enjoy pleasure unless im giving too.how do i convey my offer of companionship

Thank you i know its a long post but unless i explain the difficulty of dating with my set of circumstances most people dont understand why i need or would want to go this route.as it is most people i have approached think im an escort too