I don’t have to long for it, I already have it. Boring me. Did you ask them to go with you?
Do you want to stop escorting, @Mocha? Is that the intent of your post? If that is so, please do, run away from it as soon as you possibly can. Get a life. You don’t seem to enjoy what you do, and it will eventually take a toll on you.
You are right, and neither can an escort replace a boyfriend.