I watched the whole unfortunate episode on chaturbate a few weeks ago. It was very scary to watch. He walked off screen, took heroin, the basically passed out after scratching his skin uncontrollably and going into a drug induced haze. I remember watching Collin on gayhoopla when he first entered the pron world. He was so innocent looking and eager to please. Absolutely adorable, then he quickly entered a steroid phase where his body morphed into the hulk with terrible acne, erythema, puffy face.
all the comments above are so considerate and thoughtful. I can’t imagine how difficult it must be to go from fresh off the farm to internationalize nail porn star where easy money, drugs flowing, adoration come so quickly to you. On top of it all, he seemed to be publicly coming in and out of the closet on Twitter.
I sometimes wonder if my support of the porn and escorting industry is an enabler? Never do drugs, but certainly contribute generously to the easy money. It takes a day of hard to work to equal an hour of escorting. Not that being an escort is not challenging. I have heard many tales of how tough it can be to be an escort. Like said above, only a few can figure it out and make escorting a successful career. Takes a lot of maturity and self awareness.