I’ve never actually done anything on RM. I mentioned to my friend that maybe I could join him with one of his clients, but I’ve always been hesitant about it. I’ve said before that I don’t really want myself out there like that—I prefer being a camboy. It wasn’t a complete no, though. I thought maybe if my friend was there, I could be open to trying it.
But honestly, I don’t think RM is for me. Nothing against it at all—I just couldn’t bring myself to fully participate. While they were doing their thing and I was sitting on the bed, his client asked if he could touch me. I guess it’s partly on me for not discussing things beforehand, but we ended up trying to talk about the rate in the middle of everything. He said “$150, considering this isn’t what I ordered,” and while I understood what he meant, the way he said it didn’t sit right with me. It made me feel like I was some kind of wrong order at McDonald’s.
After that, I just wasn’t interested in participating anymore. I wouldn’t say it was a bad experience overall, but it definitely made me realize that it’s just not for me.