I think your profile fits most posters on here, thank you for your honesty.
I had to concentrate NOT to get it hard too... I would also look at the floor.
I had a crush on several classmates, one of them years later came out as gay but it was the 80s and thank God I was in a monogamous relationship.
That happens constantly to to transgender women. Guys are in denial till the very end.
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