NYClooking

Thanks, Manhattan. Part of the sanity check is because I don’t think I’m attractive enough to have any guys fall for me - much less providers. I don’t have posts because (as you correctly sussed) I don’t post. I def am not a looker and checking what people thought was my way of asking if this was indeed a delusional fantasy or if this was any way real. Everyone wants to feel wanted. He made me feel wanted, which I guess is the point of a provider. But most (all?) have left me feeling empty and transactional, which tracks for a transactional equation. This didn’t. The cuddling and talking after (which he asked if we could do unless I was busy) didn’t. Being called sexy and being asked if I’m taken didn’t. Being told no one else made him cum like I did didn’t. I don’t get told that EVER, including from non providers lol. Also I’m 35 and he’s 32 so it’s not even an age power dynamic. Anyway, I hope you have a good night and are less quick to dismiss anyone’s experience that doesn’t align with yours.

Thanks, Manhattan. Part of the sanity check is because I don’t think I’m attractive enough to have any guys fall for me - much less providers. I don’t have posts because (as you correctly sussed) I don’t post. I def am not a looker and checking what people thought was my way of asking if this was indeed a delusional fantasy or if this was any way real. Everyone wants to feel wanted. He made me feel wanted, which I guess is the point of a provider. But most (all?) have left me feeling empty and transactional, which tracks for a transactional equation. This didn’t. The cuddling and talking after (which he asked if we could do unless I was busy) didn’t. Being called sexy and being asked if I’m taken didn’t. Being told no one else made him cum like I did didn’t. I don’t get told that EVER, including from non providers lol. Also I’m 35 and he’s 32 so it’s not even an age power dynamic. Anyway, I hope you have a good night and are less quick to dismiss anyone’s experience that doesn’t align with yours.

Thanks, Manhattan. Part of the sanity check is because I don’t think I’m attractive enough to have any guys fall for me - much less providers. I don’t have posts because (as you correctly sussed) I don’t post. I def am not a looker and checking what people thought was my way of asking if this was indeed a delusional fantasy or if this was any way real. Everyone wants to feel wanted. He made me feel wanted, which I guess is the point of a provider. But most (all?) have left me feeling empty and transactional, which tracks for a transactional equation. This didn’t. The cuddling and talking after (which he asked if we could do unless I was busy) didn’t. Being called sexy and being asked if I’m taken didn’t. Being told no one else made him cum like I did didn’t. I don’t get told that EVER, including from non providers lol. Also I’m 35 and he’s 32 so it’s not even an age power dynamic. Anyway, I hope you have a good night and are less quick to dismiss anyone’s experience that doesn’t align with yours.

Thanks, Manhattan. Part of the sanity check is because I don’t think I’m attractive enough to have any guys fall for me - much less providers. I don’t have posts because (as you correctly sussed) I don’t post. I def am not a looker and checking what people thought was my way of asking if this was indeed a delusional fantasy or if this was any way real. Everyone wants to feel wanted. He made me feel wanted, which I guess is the point of a provider. But most (all?) have left me feeling empty and transactional, which tracks for a transactional equation. This didn’t. The cuddling and talking after (which he asked if we could do unless I was busy) didn’t. Being called sexy and being asked if I’m taken didn’t. Being told no one else made him cum like I did didn’t. I don’t get told that EVER, including from non providers lol. Also I’m 35 and he’s 32 so it’s not even an age power dynamic. Anyway, I hope you have a good night and are less quick to dismiss anyone’s experience that doesn’t align with yours.

Thanks, Manhattan. Part of the sanity check is because I don’t think I’m attractive enough to have any guys fall for me - much less providers. I don’t have posts because (as you correctly sussed) I don’t post. I def am not a looker and checking what people thought was my way of asking if this was indeed a delusional fantasy or if this was any way real. Everyone wants to feel wanted. He made me feel wanted, which I guess is the point of a provider. But most (all?) have left me feeling empty and transactional, which tracks for a transactional equation. This didn’t. The cuddling and talking after (which he asked if we could do unless I was busy) didn’t. Being called sexy and being asked if I’m taken didn’t. Being told no one else made him cum like I did didn’t. I don’t get told that EVER, including from non providers lol. Also I’m 35 and he’s 32 so it’s not even an age power dynamic. Anyway, I hope you have a good night and are less quick to dismiss anyone’s experience that doesn’t align with yours.

Met a masseur from RM on my birthday. We had discussed strictly a massage and not a deli session. However, one thing led to another and after the massage we ended up fooling around. While doing that, he randomly asked me if I had a boyfriend. When we finished he stayed an extra hour just cuddling and chatting, and when I paid for the massage, he told me “next time he won’t charge”. He also called me sexy a bunch of times, said he doesn’t usually cum with clients even when they’re younger (and had a “5 day load”). 
 
Def put a smile on my face but now I can’t help but think that he was just a smart salesperson or that he’s playing the longer game of having a more established sugar equation. Is this the correct read on the situation? I did really enjoy my time with him. 

Thanks, Manhattan. Part of the sanity check is because I don’t think I’m attractive enough to have any guys fall for me - much less providers. I don’t have posts because (as you correctly sussed) I don’t post. I def am not a looker and checking what people thought was my way of asking if this was indeed a delusional fantasy or if this was any way real. Everyone wants to feel wanted. He made me feel wanted, which I guess is the point of a provider. But most (all?) have left me feeling empty and transactional, which tracks for a transactional equation. This didn’t. The cuddling and talking after (which he asked if we could do unless I was busy) didn’t. Being called sexy and being asked if I’m taken didn’t. Being told no one else made him cum like I did didn’t. I don’t get told that EVER, including from non providers lol. Also I’m 35 and he’s 32 so it’s not even an age power dynamic. Anyway, I hope you have a good night and are less quick to dismiss anyone’s experience that doesn’t align with yours.

Thanks, Manhattan. Part of the sanity check is because I don’t think I’m attractive enough to have any guys fall for me - much less providers. I don’t have posts because (as you correctly sussed) I don’t post. I def am not a looker and checking what people thought was my way of asking if this was indeed a delusional fantasy or if this was any way real. Everyone wants to feel wanted. He made me feel wanted, which I guess is the point of a provider. But most (all?) have left me feeling empty and transactional, which tracks for a transactional equation. This didn’t. The cuddling and talking after (which he asked if we could do unless I was busy) didn’t. Being called sexy and being asked if I’m taken didn’t. Being told no one else made him cum like I did didn’t. I don’t get told that EVER, including from non providers lol. Also I’m 35 and he’s 32 so it’s not even an age power dynamic. Anyway, I hope you have a good night and are less quick to dismiss anyone’s experience that doesn’t align with yours.

Thanks, Manhattan. Part of the sanity check is because I don’t think I’m attractive enough to have any guys fall for me - much less providers. I don’t have posts because (as you correctly sussed) I don’t post. I def am not a looker and checking what people thought was my way of asking if this was indeed a delusional fantasy or if this was any way real. Everyone wants to feel wanted. He made me feel wanted, which I guess is the point of a provider. But most (all?) have left me feeling empty and transactional, which tracks for a transactional equation. This didn’t. The cuddling and talking after (which he asked if we could do unless I was busy) didn’t. Being called sexy and being asked if I’m taken didn’t. Being told no one else made him cum like I did didn’t. I don’t get told that EVER, including from non providers lol. Also I’m 35 and he’s 32 so it’s not even an age power dynamic. Anyway, I hope you have a good night and are less quick to dismiss anyone’s experience that doesn’t align with yours.

Thanks, Manhattan. Part of the sanity check is because I don’t think I’m attractive enough to have any guys fall for me - much less providers. I don’t have posts because (as you correctly sussed) I don’t post. I def am not a looker and checking what people thought was my way of asking if this was indeed a delusional fantasy or if this was any way real. Everyone wants to feel wanted. He made me feel wanted, which I guess is the point of a provider. But most (all?) have left me feeling empty and transactional, which tracks for a transactional equation. This didn’t. The cuddling and talking after (which he asked if we could do unless I was busy) didn’t. Being called sexy and being asked if I’m taken didn’t. Being told no one else made him cum like I did didn’t. I don’t get told that EVER, including from non providers lol. Also I’m 35 and he’s 32 so it’s not even an age power dynamic. Anyway, I hope you have a good night and are less quick to dismiss anyone’s experience that doesn’t align with yours.

Interesting. I got a lot of extras from Mike (on my second visit after tipping well on my first visit) - might be a YMMV thing. Agree that the massage itself was average.