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Yea I've been thinking about starting in a more structured way but am also slightly worried about the lack of privacy in some ways and the potential impact it can on other aspects of your life. I believe you can pick and choose clients (if you have the option),as they can pick and choose providers. Beggars (just hope to have plenty of inquiry) shouldn't be choosers but I think it would be best to leave a session both feeling good about yourself, and your overall work, which should be based on the clients response after its over.  It seems some people take this more seriously? As this might be their livelihood, other people are just making a little money on the side, and then all the other reasons in-between. Personally, I couldn't sit around and think that by providing, I'm somehow helping better the current geopolitical state of the world or reversing the dementia progression in my clients, but that's just me. However, recently I've had experiences from different people where I was compensated for what I believe to be a quite decent amount for what I consider, "easy acts", i.e. mostly just laying back, letting them service me and sometimes being dominant as they requested. The opportunities were offered and I took them, would have I hooked up with these individuals without the prize, maybe one of them. How did I feel after? Fine! They seemed happy and I had something in my wallet. This was all done on apps versus more traditional provider websites. So yea... Good luck, you seem like a direct communicating doer-type, so just do it if it sits right with you, don't need to be all cerebral about it like myself. 😎

Thank you. As far as my pictures go I don't really sweat it. For one it gets me off knowing millions could see me. For two when I'm not on my knees gagging on a sloppy wet deep throat getting my sissy cock slut on,I'm kinda a bad ass logger,cowboy, bar room back alley back yard back 40 back woods brawling ass borderline psychopath when the shit hits the fan. Especially if the shit involves heterosexual white males or any guy or guys who wants to verbally or physically assault an already marginalized or targeted demographic. So I kind of put myself public in a way hoping if there is a threat nearby I'll draw them out. From the get go that idea was one that kept coming to mind as a place to fit in. Because 40 something ultra masculine cis til now white guy has their work cut out as far as not projection themselves as a threat by proxy. Which brings us back to your inquiry. Number one and two largest factors are I am very likely to be met with suspicious eyes and minds by a very finite and cautious fraternity or group. And I can't do that. I can't be a source of negative emotions just because I had to wait until almost 50 to wake up. Also I'm hyper sexual times 1000 since age 7. Everyone I've ever in my life had been met with the eye test and would I fuck them or not? And it hasn't stopped with age. In fact it's exponentially expanded now that not only am I eye testing the women in the room  but also every male. Add on to that sexy smile trans women abound now,femmboy is in and the aesthetic is fuckin powerful plus college boys are usually always gorgeous with endowment for the depth of pleasure and of course about a gazillion other micro climates of the male human sex appeal. It's fuckin busy in Gay town and I don't know where to start or if I should just say fuckin give up go straight and back to snatch?

Truth please.  Do gay men find me desirable? Am I attractive to sexy beautiful colorful queer guys? Or am I a lost cause?

Thanks but ya OK fine. Being myself isn't working. I mean don't get me wrong the college guy dick has been unforgettable and amazing if only a handful. The trans nurse in Seattle who brought me in her home as a revenge night xxxxx daughter smoke pNp and fuck while moms out of town was unforgettable and I'm getting better at giving head and want to show off in porn. But I still have cis male writing all over me. I want to scream I'm queer and colorful and meet lots of colorful queer people all day etc. I know I'm a cry baby right
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