@Gar1eth , we have been colleagues on this site for many years, and it has always saddened me that you are never able to find JOY in your life.... Post after post, its always something negative, often depressing, and just SAD..... But I've gotten to the point where I don't know whether your posts are serious, or you are just a perpetual "downer", or someone looking for attention.... There's no harm done if you are... I believe there are many people on this site just looking for some attention, and if posting here gives you purpose....God Bless.... You talk about work... Whatever that is, doesn't it give to some happiness or fulfillment ? If not, find something that does. Certainly you cant find an excuse for EVERY possible option out there ? It would just be nice and refreshing for we that know you to read, just one day, that you are HAPPY.... Life should have purpose....I think you just need to find yours ?
But I would hate to think that "the joke is on us" ! Best regards my friend...