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Hired both of them and bad experiences. What can I say?

Everyone has their own circumstances, so I can't say whether your situation qualifies as an "addiction" or not. I would caution you to be careful with your money, though. I have spent thousands of dollars on masseurs/escorts and have had many good experiences, but a few horrible ones. Moving to another city with a gayborhood or gay village is a definitely worth pursuing if you have your heart set on it. I have considered that myself, but so far have not gone down that path.

Not sure. For now, I need to distance myself. As much as I wish I could continue booking appointments, it's just not mentally, emotionally or financially healthy for me right now.

I like the way you're approaching this. Congrats on having specific parameters and goals. I was hiring them when I didn't feel good about my body and even when I did. And I didn't set any sort of budget limitations -- big mistake on my part.

Good plan on your part!

Appreciate your thoughtful comments. Thanks.

Thank you so much for your kind words!

Thank you! Appreciate your kind words.

Unfortunately, I was hiring regulars and non-regulars alike and unrealistically trying to convert at least a couple of them into relationships. I went overboard and need, for now, to at least take a break.

I am trying to fill a void -- loneliness. I, too, have found it easier to hire a provider than dive into the dating pool. I know it's possible to develop non-financial relationships with providers. I am glad you've been able to do that. But the two guys I referenced in my posts were not interested in non-financial relationships. They were solely in it for the money, which should not be a surprise.

Thanks for your comment. No, you should not give up hiring. What I described is my situation. Everyone has their own unique circumstances.

Thanks for your kind words. I am having trouble dealing with this new reality, but I know I'll get past it. It'll take time and therapy.

That’s a fair question. Appreciate it.

He and James do sessions together. Major beefcake.