I guess it’s more on the intimidation knowing it’s happening if going thru escort. Than with masseur it ease in with massage, and almost surprise that something going beyond the massage that slight pressured into going further . Hence even wanting to take something to even reduce that anxiety and slight bliss feeling thru the journey.
Hope that makes sense, hence trying to figure out which masseur and which spot, which seems HK or time square be good from what I have read.