Callas

But keep seeing the same guy over and over again risks developing feelings

A provider stalked you? could you give more details? That’s why i don’t like doing outcalls with 1st time guys

He is cute like a puppy 🐶🥹 on my to-do list 🥹

Handsome!

Have part of my brain back today. I will confess to him in ~early April (I have major work projects in Q1 & really cannot handle a heartbreak now) I will enjoy this deadly toxic for 3 more months. Then have my heart broken, take some days off to cry, then fly to Palm Springs on the 2nd weekend of April to cry to our esteemed forum members (both clients & providers), then fly home to see my parents for a week, and back to NYC by late April and have a new life. Help keep me accountable if you are also going to Palm Springs. Give me a slap for stupidity if i have not confessed and stopped seeing the guy by the time we meet in person 🥂 After this, I will never hire the same guy within 3 months again, no matter how much I enjoy the date!

Can’t believe i missed this thread last year

https://justthegays.com/video/128336-barrett-and-josh-moore-012501/

Yes i believe i posted it 😈

I reached out to a masseur “available now” at 2 am asking if he takes appts at 1 or 2 am. He replied back in 3 mins saying it’s no problem. wow people really get a massage at 2 am? could any NYC masseurs comment on how busy after 12 am is? Another one replied at 3 am available — wow 🤯

Gotta follow this thread to receive notification when this super star is back

There’s a link on another thread (also just DM you the link) 😉 want to make you feel missed out as i do 🙂

Thank you! Hope you would be around when that day comes 🙏🏼

https://justthegays.com/video/128336-barrett-and-josh-moore-012501/ that link doesn’t work anymore, but i found this link. Could anyone pls confirm if this Barrett is Trev from this thread?

Wow i need him back to help cure my current crush on another probider 🤣

Anyone knows what happened to Steven?

wow i missed out! hope he comes back soon or another star appears 🙂

Thanks! I’m waiting for the 2nd 🥂 2 things that have kept me in check: 1. he has never kept me past the time i booked & 2. he always wears an (i think) engagement or promise ring.

I will give it a try, but the psychotherapist might not fully understand the situation without knowing every detail — and i want privacy. On my 2026 to-do list for sure.

Yeah & im still enjoying those pages every week not following y’all’s advice after intellectually agreeing 🫣 one day he will break my heart, and i will have such a rich experience to sing my favorite heart-break songs more emotionally ☺️ (current situation is i enjoy the BFE each time we meet and have only texted him about scheduling & feedback. My plan is seeing him weekly until Christmas 2025, then leave NYC for 3 weeks to think about life & what i wanna do in 2026. For now, my heart has won, and i don’t wanna think anymore)

This is the longest response i have ever read here. and i agree 100% for examples, after telling me he would be out of town next week, he asked me “will you miss me?” holding me from behind & kissing my ear. He def knew my feelings and decided to leverage it. …and my vulnerable heart won over my intellect. Now i have so much empathy for those fools in stories/films.

Yeah i did some kinky play research this week & will test the water playing with some providers. I hope they would thrill me 🫣

Ofc that why i often asked for 🍆🍑 in 3rd session or later, after i tipped them well following other asks in previous sessions. haha i just enjoy it this way in my head 🫣

And the build-up to that 60 mins — 90 mins — 2hrs… paying attention — see his mood — testing things… maybe they are just open to it in 1st meeting, but i enjoy all these strategy things going on in my head. Otherwise, even 60 min xxx could be boring.

Haha it’s like having unexpected xxx when going to see your banker/doctor/professor/etc. 🫣 guess i watched too many scenario porn

Yeah i texted him 2-3 days ago that i could reschedule if there is risk im seeing other clients. and his response was very polite. Let’s see if he can change.