I call it my passion, but my ex tells me that it's a fetish...and one he loved, btw. I'm a cocksucker, yes. But it goes beyond that as I love the bulge, briefs, gear and anything that accentuates and showcases the cock. When I get into the zone with a true feeder, I go into an out of body state of bliss...I even start to moan sometimes I'm so full of joy and bliss and warmth. When I was in my 20's I attended sessions at the old Church of Cock in S.F. and attended meetings of the same in Chicago and Toronto. I also regularly hired a guy named Eric in L.A. who totally understood my hunger and passion and was the perfect trophy cock for sessions. I've long stopped feeling guilty about it, even when guys have said I must be an anal bottom since I love cock so much. Not true. I'm a very, very happy oral-only guy and love meeting guys who "get it" and enjoy receiving. I host here in AZ and travel anywhere.