Perhaps your question is rhetorical, but i'll answer it anyway. I went to this guy:
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He was in between bf's because we talked (in Spanish) about relationships and he showed me pics of who his last partner was as they had also been doing massages together. During the massage I asked him to go deeper, I remember because I mentioned how big he looked and how light he was going...and he gave it to me deeper.
Maybe 3rd time will be the charm for you?
I personally wouldn't go see him again, not while he has that super hot bf. But if they break up, then maybe. 🤷♂️