When I wrote that he was a mess I was recalling his condition during a session that took place years ago. I believe he was high because he was distant, wandering physically and mentally. He never engaged. He was in the room, but not in any significant or memorable way available to participate in anything with me*. He was a tragic mess. A beautiful young man spun out for whatever reason into his own orbit around another planet.
* I am an older top. Very popular escorts who are discussed on here have been thoroughly engaged with me. I don't for one second believe they were attracted to me. They convincingly played their role. I know it was in every case a business transaction. This guy will never win an Oscar for his performance. I hope he only has to battle arrogance because if he is at his age using drugs to the extent I witnessed they will lead him further down a path that leads to an awful end.