Thoughts and Stuff..

[Guest RushNY]

Guys,i hope i aint boring too many people with my loooong posts its just i have been overwhelmed by the kindness and support that you have shown to me since i first came here.

Some of the things have made me laugh out loud something i aint done too much of recently for obvious reasons but for making me feel a whole lot better i have to single out two specific people,firstly STEFANO=You have gone through your own demons recently-i checked back and saw the posts you did about your fight against addiction and i join with the many other guys here who hope you stay clean it seems to me that you have such a bright future ahead of you in whatever you do i still think you should be a stand up comedian .

Secondly to CP8036 the first paragraph of your post *22 in my thread "Different point of view"was probably the funniest thing i have read in a LONG time,i took the liberty of printing it out and every time i read it i laugh,my BF wondered what i was laughing at and when he read it he laughed too and we both said the same name-a cop here in NY a mutual friend of ours who could fit that description to a T.

I would also like to thank the guys who e mailed me for your kind words they are most appreciative,and all the other guys who have contributed ,at the risk of repeating myself i didnt think i would be welcomed here but you have shown me otherwise.

In my thread on the attack board i said that i have been suffering from PTSD and have been getting therapy,things are going well i think i went back to work on 10/20 and am now on vacation for a few days,for me the best treatment is being back on the streets of NYC amongst the people who make this city the best in the world in my opinion,i still suffer problems when i sleep and sometimes am depressed but i think life is getting back to normal,i have been helped by friends,colleagues,my wonderful supportive partner and the counsellors who have done a great job with not just me but people who were in a lot worse state than i was,one of the things i was told was to share and talk about what happened and i suppose this is partly that in some degree ,anyway thanks for listening .

[Guest cp8036]

Rushy,

 

Thanks for joining in the posts, and also for the kind words. Just as is interesting to get a point of view from an escort, it is equally interesting to hear from a police officer. I am sure some of the things discussed here have come up during your work.

 

I was in NYC in mid-October, you guys are all over Manhattan... how many officers in the NY PD? I was in line getting a coffee and chatted with a NYC cop that was behind me in line. He was really a nice guy, sexy too He was saying since 9-1-1 he has two days off. So I treated him to the coffee... but no donut... Don't want him to fat, and end up working at Chicago PD.

[Guest Stefano]

Rush me BabY! I mean Rushy baby( I am working on my own things as well), it is more than my pleasure to give support to the people on these boards that have given it to me. But the newcomer is the most important person to me because I know how intimidating it is to know that "they" all know each other and have a background. I was there not 3 months ago. Oh My God! Now I sound like an NA meeting. I love it!

 

Energy is something that a person can't fake. It eminates out of you in all you do and reveals your intentions whether you like it or not. You my friend have great energy that attracted me to posting in your thread(well that and a long thick hard baton). You see the voices in my head keep outting my well hidden closeted perversion. DAMN THEM ALL!!!! What I am trying to say, If I can get it out without any sarcasm or vulgarity, is that you needn't say thank you for something you deserve. I mean that.

 

I do agree with you about cp and him being a great guy. I have had the pleasure of meeting him and taking him out to the leather bar here in vegas.

 

One tip to you Rush, stay close to those that you feel are genuine on this board. Follow your instincts on who is good and who is bad. I will name a few here that I feel represent the true heart of these boards. There is Hooboy whose path you must never cross. I've met him and he is a mean mean man and will banish you if you step on his toes. LOL Yeah right! He's a great guy and a thousand thanks and praises would never be enough to show how much we all appreciate him. All of the moderators are great as well. From their position on this site i guess it is obvious that good guys run the show. BuckyXTC and CMP are saints to me and are great comforting souls for the heart that is in need of repairing or just a tender touch. Beware of Nick and Rick Munroe post some of the wildest thoughts that I wish I had first and their oppinions and ways of stating them are very graceful. Stephan Lacoste, my baby, I cannot EVER forget and wont because he is my strength today and from the feedback you will find on him here, I am sure you will agree when I say that he is wonderful. There are way to many to name but you will know when you see their posts and read their minds so to speak that are wonderful.

 

 

This place isn't always heaven and it is sometimes hard to tear apart the dogs as they go at it, but that makes the world go round.

 

I welcome you with a warm heart, tight hug and a hard cock. FUCK!!!

 

P.S. I am working out at the gym and plan to hold you to your word in the other thread ("30 pounds heavier....) So look out officer!

 

Truely Yours,

 

Mike ;-)~

[marc anthony]

Hey Rush:

 

NYC is my favorite city to visit, and I am there several times a year. I was last there in mid-October when I went to visit Ground Zero and discovered the overwhelming feeling one gets when visiting there in person. TV cameras cannot capture both the magnitude of the devastation nor the power of the human spirit as you watch all of you New Yorkers move life back to normalcy.

 

My favorite activity in New York though is not Broadway Shows, or even the Gaiety Theater, it is visiting with my favorite cute college boys from Campus! They help the NYC economy by bringing this tourist and his hard earned money back to the city over and over again! :9

[Guest RushNY]

Guys,again thanksfor the kind words i'll try and keep this short and sweet,to answer your question cp,how many NYPD officers,NOT ENOUGH

last time i read there was about 40,600 which aint many for a city with a population over 7.5 mill in my opinion we need about another good 3-5,000,but there is a serious problem with morale at the moment and more good experienced cops are quitting or retiring that ever before,i mean i can retire in May 2006 i will only be 43 years old.

Stefano-nice to hear from you man ,i read up on what you have been going through nd it seems that Stephan is a good guy and obviously thinks a lot of you,i know it feels good to have someone care about you.

Marc,man come to NY whenever you can and everyone else too we need to get this city back where it was a soon as possible,we dohave LOTS pof very cute guys here cum and try them. :9

[Guest cmp]

Rush,

 

Don't be surprised by the positive reception you are receiving. It is your "fault" only: you are "guilty" of deserving it. I am glad you are feeling better. I am sorry (but not surprised) to hear about your sleeping problems. I hope it gets better with further therapy, work, time, and support from your boyfriend and friends (I expect someone like you to have some good friends). As Trilingual said in another thread, please don't hesitate to give us everything that is on your chest, we sincerely want to lend you an ear and a shoulder. If something hurts, just tell us about it and our hot Stefano will make it better by kissing it with one of his horny jokes.

 

Mike baby,

 

I'm moved and speechless. Of course I'm no saint, but to think that someone wonderful thinks highly of me feels great. By the way, Bucky is closer than all of us to "sainthood", I agree with you on that. Anyway, thanks, you are a hottie and so much more than just that. One last thing: please don't get *too* muscular in that gym!

[BuckyXTC]

Rush:

 

Mike Stefano possesses wisdom beyond his years, and I'm not referring to his kind words about me. I count him, along with cmp and many others as friends who enhance the quality of my life by virtue of who they are and as I've experienced them by their presence here, by phone conversations, etc. And lest you get the wrong impression, I'm no saint.....hell, I don't even have the appropriate garb to pose as one. I'm just a guy who finds meaning in simple but precious things, like friendship and helping where I can. Don't remember who originally said it, but I guess "I'm just one beggar trying to help another beggar find bread." "When you get down to the nut-cutting", as my grandpappy used to say when I was a boy growing up in West Texas, the meaning of life seems to be found in our ability to care and be cared for. It means being willing to make oneself vulnerable, just as you have done by your sharing. I admire you and what you do in your profession, and I'm very glad you've joined us here. If you're looking for friends and support, you can find them here. And of course, you can get dumped on gratuitously as well, depending on the ever-changing mood of the dumpers as they seem to endlessly look for new targets. I've decided to look for the humor in what they say, which is sometimes there, and I pretty much ignore the rest. Guess the only time they really get under my skin is when they lash out at someone I consider a friend, particularly when their words (possibly unbeknownst to them) end up being particularly cruel or stinging because of some real life situation that friend is going through at the moment.

 

Anyway, as I said before, welcome to the fray and I'm very glad you're here.

BuckyXTC

[Guest Stephan-Lacoste]

Well I guess it is too late }> He is gorgeous as ever

[Guest cmp]

Oh, so Mike is a body-builder now? I will still like his personality, but physically I am less attracted to that type. Thanks again for his wonderful Web site. By the way, are the videos cumming along?

[Guest Stephan-Lacoste]

Well do not worried lol, he is not on his way to be Alec Powers He is getting a better defenition bodywise and that really look great on him, I mean it

[Guest Tampa Yankee]

Bucky,

 

You and your grandpappy are my kind'a guys.

[BuckyXTC]

>Bucky,

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>You and your grandpappy are my kind'a guys.

 

Thanks TY. I'm not quite as cantakerous as my grandpappy used to be, but I suspect I inherited a pretty good portion of his "mischief genes". And to Rush: Guys like Tampa Yankee and Stephan LaCoste and Mike Stefano are the ones who keep me coming back to this website every day.......because they're exactly the kinds of folks I treasure having as friends. And of course, on occasion, I manage to take a minute or two to peruse the "newest reviews".

[adriano46]

Rush, et al.

 

Thanks for offering a refreshingly positive and friendly thread.

 

As a native New Yorker, I have always liked our city Police, and often felt out on a limb talking kindly about them. But I have never, ever seen a NY policeman act unkindly to anyway, and believe me, New Yorkers as a group are not a gentle lot.

 

Sure there have been some gruesome cases of negligence, police brutality etc... but they seem to mirror society as a whole. Every profession has its bad apples, and law enforcement is no exception.

 

Anyway, Rush, from now on when looking over New York's Finest (which I do often enough), I will also think of you, of your own bravery and courage, and your good humor, wisdom and kindness.