Long time lurker here, so I thought I'd add my first experience. I just graduated from college and recently came out to myself but pretty much to no one else. I had very little experience with guys, just knowing that I was (and still am) attracted to the tall, older, muscular type. I found myself on massagem4m, and I was immediately drawn to Bob Patrick's ad. He was my ultimate fantasy as a 22 year-old twink, and it took me forever to pick up the phone and call him. I remember being beyond nervous as I called and almost hung up when he picked up the phone, but he made me feel totally at ease, and I booked some time with him the next day.
I'm a wreck as I drive to his place in WeHo, but I find the courage to go up to his apartment. Sensing that I was nervous, he had me sit on the couch with him, and he started rubbing my feet as we chatted and I calmed the fuck down. We undressed each other, and I knew I was in for a treat when he was already rock hard as I took off his pants. I remember getting lost in his beautiful, muscular body as he encouraged me to explore him. I touched him everywhere, and his musky, manly scent drove me nuts. He then went to town on my sensitive nips before leading me to his table, which had holes strategically positioned to work my cock and nips from underneath while he massaged me from up top. He worked the knots out of my back and shoulders while constantly playing with my cock and nips. He also placed his massive cock in my hand to let me play with it. I was completely lost in the pleasure of this new experience. He finished the massage and led me to an easy chair where he asked me to lean back and close my eyes. While playing with my nips, I feel a warm wetness on my cock. I open my eyes, and I see this handsome DILF giving me one of the best blowjobs I've ever had (to this day!). He starts fingering my hole, and it doesn't take long until I'm cumming in his mouth. He slurped down every last drop, and I'm lying there dazed and spent, probably with a foolish grin on my face. Like others, my first, and still one of the best massages ever.