Ohhh, Jason Adonis. I don't know if I could have ever forced myself to see him. He's the only porn star/escort who, when the word "perfection" is used, fits the bill completely for me. His height, the most beautifully proportioned body I've ever seen, a face that I find impossible to stop staring  at, a smile that could melt mountains, & obviously his cock, which is as beautiful as the rest of him, imo. In short, I just couldn't have relaxed were I in his presence. I think I would have been a total stuttering mess.  One of the very few (I'd have to really think of who might come close) in the literal & rare "take my breath away" category. Gulp.   
So, Arbimuscle, how was your experience with Mr. A? If you'd like to share a few details, I wouldn't object. Curious when, what year, you hired him.   
Now that I'm older, I may have to move him to my big regrets list, realizing however, that my inhibitions have faded with time.