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It's only acceptable when it's not me doing it i find. It's acceptable when others do it to me.

And at the bottom of the page.

The information is right there at the top of the page.

I see Angus checking this thread often. I wish he would say something since i did apologize to him and told him i will not contact him anymore and has yet to respond, which is his choice

I will also continue to say that i was not in the right while dealing with Angus. But i am not in the wrong for the way other providers treat me like giving me 10 minutes of their time and taking full price then blocking me on RM so i don't leave a bad review.

The first provider who posted on my Mr Number didnt like that i ask questions since i wasn't a specific experience instead of just scheduling and paying them without me knowing what I'm going to get from them. Again, all of the providers who left bad reviews haven't even met me.

And in all realness, i don't care what you guys think of me. You all don't know me. I know what i did wrong and i can better myself. I have at least three providers on rentmen scheduled to meet me and i am in contact with them often enough that their first impressions of me will be our meeting and not on a chatty social board.

And now it lives here

I treated others the way i get treated when I'm treated badly as that's how i grew up being bullied and targeted.

If the majority of clients dont use mr number, what's the point of using something to get word out if other clients dont use it that way? They won't even know to look it up like providers do.

Providers AND clients? Clients dont use Mr Number and providers only use it to shit talk about clients they never met. All of the bad posts i have on Mr Number were from providers who never met me. AND providers don't even read the messages. They only see how many you have and assume they're all bad.

I did tell him about the thread but i am not playing victim. I'm talking about my experiences. Most escorts i talk to havent heard of this site. So how am i supposed to know he was on it. I didnt even give him a link to it.

I already left nyc months ago. I think he can feel safer that I'm not there.

Theres no gaslighting going on here. I'm embarrased for the things i said to him. I don't think there's a way for me to spin it. I just don't think he's a victim because clearly he has the power here and always has had the upper hand. I do talk to my therapist about this and am always open about my faults. You guys just don't know me so you see this as gaslighting.

I already apologized to him last night and publicly said i admit when I'm wrong.

It goes both ways. He did post 20+ reviews on my Mr Number for months when i wasnt contacting him.

That was in 2020. Has anything happened to that effect? Obviously not. I wouldnt call him a victim. He's getting by and gets what he wants regardless of my one bad review that i took down.

I honestly believe like any business whether escorting, retail, sales, etc, negative reviews are fair game and shouldnt hurt the consumer. You're the one in business. I'm the one paying the money. Does he have a right to defend himself? Yes. Any business does. But the way negative reviews are handled in this industry and on rentmen is not right in my opinion. They can post 20 bad reviews on Mr Number (as he did and that has hurt my opportunities to meet providers) without meeting us but we cant review on Rentmen without actually meeting them talking about our bad experiences trying to book them. That's one reason this site is good. I am embarrassed that my private messages with a provider were so vigorously made public. All of those messages are from 2020 ending three years ago with me not making contact with him since. I am not the same person as he is not the same person. I have been bullied and abused since i was a child and have been in professional help since then. I have said some embarrassing things but I'm not a bad guy. I would never touch another person without their consent let alone physically harm them. My concious wouldn't be able to live with that. I would like this back and forth to end. I have said my peace. Angus has made himself clear that he fears me. Its not how i want it to be but that's how he wants it.

I just saw this message. He literally posted embarassing conversations publicly. I thought escorting was an industry of discretion. And i saw you removed your comment that was there after i said i had deleted my reviews.

Because i felt it was decent to remove my reviews of him. We both remember different stories but i will say when I'm wrong (not a stalker, you don't know me and neither does he).

I just can't get over how much he lies about his age

JasonBrix and NickFerguson in nyc

Profile is gone again

I reccomend BulgingAngel for anything! Including toy play and fisting. I've met with him several times and always enjoy him.