I saw MuscDadMasseur several years ago when I was visiting friends in SE Michigan. I found his photos very appealing but felt a bit intimidated when I met him at his apartment. (Don’t know what shape he’s in now, as he’s using the same photos from 10 years ago, but he was a very fit muscle guy back then.) Nevertheless, I got on the table and within about 2 minutes he was also on the table - no big deal as many masseurs do this - but then I realized he was penetrating me. It’s difficult for me to understand this now, but I was nearly frozen with fear as he f*cked me. I didn’t object, nor did I stop him - I just kept thinking ‘I’ve got to get out of here.’ I know that I would deal with it very differently now - as similar behavior has occurred with other masseurs in the ensuing years and I’ve put a stop to it immediately. As you may have read/heard from women who find themselves in this situation, I kept asking myself if I had done something to encourage him. (I don’t think I did - certainly not intentionally.) I was shocked, felt violated, and have never told anyone about this. But when I saw who was being discussed, I felt the need to get it off my chest.
No, it wasn’t a fantasy of mine, nor was it enjoyable. I felt very overwhelmed by a larger, more powerful person, and determined that if something like that ever happened again I would put an end to it immediately. And I have.
